magic the gathering! lowkey am enjoying the game a lot, i havent been able to play command in a bit bc i left all of my magic cards at college so now i have to buy some precons :sob:... i have a bunch of packs so X and I are gonna make our own decks !! my dad also said he wants to learn how to play so we are gonna get precons to play with eachother (hopefully!)

ive also just been working on my presents for my family, currently drawing a car and im sulking about it... i lowkey just need to shut the fuck up and lock in LOL, i literally have like 10% of the car done and its suppose to be done tmr. im cooked chat.

anyways here is the previous drawing but its actually finished, lowkey am happy how it turned out:

i will work on fishscape, dont know when but itll be soon, promise yall !! <333

I PROMISE IM ALIVE I SWEAR TO GOD!!!! i mean... i havent updated this page in less than a week, but fishscape as a whole?... not in a few weeks :sob:... ive been busy hanging out with friends and drawing, heres some WIP:

ok bye

finals area over... i just have a critque then im finished.

i just bought some color and still life theory books, im very excited to start those as i finally have time to myself and to learn what i WANT to learn... i hope next semester is better with my art classes bc id be pressed if it isnt ... i do have to get better at painting, but as of now im doing digital painting so i hope that somehow translates well to oil paint :sob:...

besides that, im coming home tomorrow after getting my blood work done and i have SOOO much shit to pack because im gonna be staying there probably until new years, what a waste of rent money amiright??? regardless i miss my family heavily, especially my sister and her boyfriend, i cant wait to see both of them and hangout with them even if it isn't for that long ... i got new poscas and theyre chisel tips !! they are a lot fatter than my previous ones but lowkey i dont mind bc having new poscas is SOOOO FUCKING NICE !11! LIKE - its crazy ive had my fine point ones for probably over 2 years now so they are all crusty,, idek how they are working, some of them are on its last leg LOL.

i played OG fortnite yesterday and it was fun until i would immediately get fucking one tapped and literally so shit on that i just couldnt play the game... like idec give me bot lobbies pls i suck ass at this and just want to relive the old memories. like a lot of people are saying 'skill issue' but the difference is fights would be over 30 seconds if u were really bad but now its literally maybe 1-2 seconds if youre lucky, like wtf am i supposed to do????

anyways, thats all im gonna write, im just resting now, i gotta clean up my rooms and eat dinner, ill work on fishscape a bit later because i havent touched it in a bit... sorry!!! <333

very boring day, just doing studies.

ill eventually be able to do full pieces like this, then go from 2 hues to 3, to 4, then making edges, then being able to do actual digital paintings. it took me so long yesterday to figure out why my brush wasnt 100% opacity, and i just had to change the flow setting, which was rlly annoying.

anyways thats all, im very hungry i havent ate much today or last night. i just dont have money :l

today was a great day !! i finished up my foundations class, just have to do the critques. im super tired tho, i bleached and dyed my eyebrows, i just have to wait until the blue dye sets lolz. hot chocolate is so fucking nice with this weather, im not gonna lie the christmas vibe this year is immaculate, like i genuinely feel the holly jolly spirit this year LOL.

^^drawing on my table w poscas, live laugh love brain rot

since i have more time to myself, im gonna learn photoshop since thats the industry standard and i should genuinely get ahead of the curve on that. its lowkey pretty smooth -- OH! i need to buy a second monitor so i can actually have a good setup for animation. i might spend some money on some art books, bc i rlly like having phsyical books like that, plus id think itll be cool to have a stack of art books that i actually read and know. we shall see!!!

oh yeah, i actually like ludwig, idk if he has any contraversy but his stream clips are pretty fun so idrc lol. im watching him open a set of old pokemon cards, which reminds me to get my damn cards graded so i have extra money ;;

welp, im done with my art classes. i feel so calm now, i made myself a hot chocolate, and its funny because i usually use milk with it, but i dont have milk right now, so its with hot water. its funny bc the only other time i had hot chocolate with water was during elementary school when we would watch polar express in our pajamas with stuffed animals and blankets, and the teachers would make us blazing fucking hot hot chocolates, and they used water, because kids are lactose intorloelrant or whatever. i couldnt spell that word, fuck it. intolerant. nevermind. anyways, the hot chocolate is super nostalgic, and its just a vibe, im enjoying this.

^^ i found this image in like 2016 and used it for my wallpaper, memories...

ill probably work on my sketchbook once i get it back from my drawing class, i do need to work on my own style, i feel like i should develop that further before i open up my commissions. i should also get back into animation so i can post reels bc that will give me more of an audience, and apparently there is a big share of people that enjoy the early internet, so thats sweet.

^^ 2009 christmas deviant image that i found funny

thats all for today, please enjoy a hot chocolate and listen to some jazz, its wonderful.

IM FINISHED!!! kinda. i still have a psych final to do but im basically done with my final painting... not too happy how it turned out but hey its not THAT bad... i actually enjoyed the sketchbook drawings i had to do for my drawing class, here are some of them:

anyways, i have more time to myself so ill try my best to learn more photoshop and work on my own art. i havent done sculpting since the beginning of the semester, so i will hopefully do some as i genuinely miss doing that. it also gives me more time to work on fishscape!! i worked more on about-fishscape.html bc i probably need (and want) to explain the creation of this website and my goals! just gotta make that page look good LOL.

thats all i have today! bai!

its december!! yay!!

i just finished a good portion of my finals, i just have to do a painting (fucking hate it) and my sketchbook drawings. i havent drew for myself in forever, literally since ive gotten to college. deciding whether or not majoring in art was a good idea... regardless these sketchbook drawings have refilled my passion 4 art and i love drawing silly little things.

i got a news desk and its one of those white foldable ones, should of got this sooner its so fucking nice i have so much space now!! even my cat loves it :>. im going to put my drawing tablet on here and when i have more money ill buy a monitor! i did buy this logitech keyboard with a trackpad on amazon bc im so used to trackpads and it takes significantly less space than a mouse -- that should be arriving soon.

i havent worked on fishscape in the past couple days, forgive me. i should have plenty of time once i get to go back to see my family for winter break, unless i get busy then as well LOL. anyways, ill post whenever i can. bai!

i am SO tired... i found out if i get some of my old pokemon cards graded i can get around $2k, which is super fucking nice and i could use the extra money for gifts for my family & friends this holiday. if my blastoise ex full art promo is a PSA 10 it can sell for $1.2k which is WIILLDD, i hope i can get that much for it tho.

anyways, i worked on a bit of my finals, will just have one piece (heh) to do tmr and thats about it. i cant wait for after tuesday bc then most of my finals are done and now its just either waiting for the class to end, or to do the final :3. i keep wantihng to talk ab a close friend/some1 ive been going on dates with so im just gonna call them X for short since idk what else to name them LOL. im excited to see X next week bc theyve been busy with family all week. we are going to mod their 3ds which makes me happy bc i miss some 3ds games and that gives me a reason to add more to my 2ds, which i still need a new shell for. kikou actually signed the back of my 2ds which is super cool, but i find the original 2ds shell so DAMN ugly that id rather just swap the shell and store the signed one somewhere else.

oh yeah, I SAW GUY FURY TODAY!! he was literally just driving a really fucking old car with his wife and i waved at him before i even recognized it was him bc i thought his car was cool. like that was NOT on my bucket list for today LMFAOOO. anyways, i think i yapped enough today, see yall!

my wrist still hurts. like 2 weeks ago i ate shit after bombing a hill with my skateboard and i think if fractured my wrist. idk bc i dont have money to go to the doctor LOL. i just hope it goes away soon...

i got my old 3d printer working, idk if ill bring it with me back to college, i might save up for a resin printer, but idk if ill have space for it. i hungout with my friends today, it was rlly fun but i was just so damn tired :sob:. im not excited for finals at all and i just hope this semester ends quickly bc god DAMN.

oh yeah, i got the foundations set for MTG, i have a bunch of hollow fullart lands and they look BEAUUTTIFFULL!!! oh! speaking of art, i should be getting a drawing monitor for christmas! ive been liking drawing in photoshop a lot so i might (probably will) switch from ms paint to photoshop bc the pen pressure system is so fucking smooth. since i have adobe products i might get back into animating, i think that would be fun to do.

anyways, im very bored, my discord is hungercrisis201 if anyone wants to talk <33

well, thanksgiving!... lowkey was alright, i didnt rlly do much besides hangout with my family & eat. i did get a bit tipsy but it was more annoying than anything bc i just ended up sleeping a lot today ;; i still have sm shit to do for my finals im lowkey not gonna lock in anytime soon LOL. i hope i get to see my friends tmr, havent seen one of the trio in a bit, i miss em </33

i want to find a new game series to get addicted to... i just finished arcane s2 (holy SHIT) but i would rather kill myself than play league, i will NEVER be that down bad. i did download old school runescape but lowkey i dont think its a game id play for awhile. i COULD finish some sonic games, but i kinda just need a break w sonic rn :sob: -- dont get me wrong, i love sonic, its just ive played sonic 06, generations, colors and adventure 2 and im kinda sonic'd out LOL.

welp, thats all today. probably wont type here this often, but we shall see!

hello! this is my first blog post. thanksgiving is tmr, ive been working on my website most of today and lowkey progress has been rlly slow ;; i still have to change the bg audio to this blog page and add a bunch of other shit but im glad i just have the main shit done, like lowkey it too WAYYY too long. im so happy how fishscape is turning out, i wonder where it will be in a year from now...
anyways, im going to work on a new mc world bc im planning on playing w it with some1 :>> i lowkey it doesnt die soon bc i miss having a good world. oh yeah, im finally home again, had to drive a couple hours but lowkey it wasnt too bad bc i have my kitty kat. im probably (going to have to) finish another piece for my finals tmr. im actually so fucking burnt out over this damn semester. i gotta lock in next semester bc i did jack shit this1 lol...
anyways im kinda done with this blog, idk how much ill upload but yk it is what it is.